Why Bestadultu

My why for Bestadultu begins with this young womxn. Scoring off the the charts of the ACES. By eighteen transcended from conventional family networks stepping underground to disappear from my parental perpetrator. Acquaintance, friendship, stranger and survival exploited all the whole counting change for food and managing CPSTD. 

There is a before pic of a girl forced to keep secrets with the masque of longer hair, dresses and resolve. There are many many after pics painting various stages of rebellion, grief, rediscovery and discovery all the while researching and  screaming silent into the winds of apathy to try to protect through education and advocacy next generations of the younger men and my current ACES peers.